hmmm

After 2 months, me n sam finally meet up..though the time is not long but is happie for both of us..i know is a hard time for him that not meetin me,how much he loves me,miss me i can feel when im wid him..i really dunno how to appreciate everything he did for me and the way he endure me in all kind of things.I do wish i can wid him whenever i feel like,can ask him to come my house when i need him n miss him..but all i wish will not get to happen by now and even the future..parents dun allow me to be wid him,at the same time i know they wont like him as well..although they say that 1 of sis's fren is going to be a doctor and he's not good looking at all but atleast he's those that study type..that's the main point.I believe that's only for now,when reach to to the stage,will ask for more and more to overcome their need.Its so tiring with all these,well..is born to be like this everything in facts are set..that's y me and sam is suffering right now,the less we meet the arguement we have seem more sompare to last time..just hate it so so much..!!No1 can help me,even sis too..these days feel so stress up..when it will gonna end..??pls end it faster and and pray hard everything will be fine..and end up wid peace..plssssssssssss