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After the thing happend,we had lot of arguement..in between maybe mostly is cause of me.I dunno how to control my feelings and express out in a better way..as amy said is true how can the bf will happy when he knows the gf is having prob and is not settle.In the past months,i felt so depressed about the prob and facing parents,in this case i know how important you to me,but at the same times,i felt so sorry to you.Toward you,you need explaination in order to make things clear and more understand,but to me i just wish you're by my side giving me support no matter what i did,even without saying anything or telling.Im a talkative gal but in some ways and some things i dunno how to express my feelings and words that you wanna get.Now,i just communicate with you through phone..and im not sure how long still need to go to pass through,the worry im having i cant get to tell you,even i tell you but you dun get the anxiety im facing.yesterday had another argue with you,am i the one that dun understand or you still cant accept my personality and attitude??