~emo~

Time been passed so fast..year comes and goes,remind me alot of things that are over..like in primary school,high school and now uni..my life keep changing between the years..i dunno what will gonna happen in the coming year but somehow,sometimes i rather im still living in high school life, it was so good and enjoy..havng so much fun and not like now.I really wish that many thing were not happen,i can have a better life.miss those days so so much and no matter ihow much i miss but the time will not get back and only goes on.

Remember that,in primary school,the most happy things which the last 2 years~standard 5 and 6.That 2 years i had a great class teacher,she can be list in my favourite teacher ever till now.After get in to high school,felt so weird and uncomfoetable firstly,but till i met them~vanessa and eemay.Both of them same class with me and i feel much better,maybe the changes of enviroment but not long i get use to it already.Im so glad,being from friends to best friends and share so many stuff together and do so many things together through the high school.Even the time in scouting,get to know all of them and they accompany me to passed my high school life.

Till now,everyone seperate to all different places to continue our education and some even went to oversea.In between the gang,i bet im the worst..everyone seem like having a great time in their collage life and experience a different thing.I ever think that if i was not couple with anyone before then now will it happen me and sam.Do i still dare to go on the relationship with him..??this answer i cant get to know and i wont ever know as well..cause i understand past is past,just im a human,i will get emoonce awhile..this is why this post is appear.

Im not hoping anything but just wish that god will pray for me and save me from danger and all kind of prob..so,i can gte my brand new life in the future..god,do i deserve another chance for a better life and save from what i go through now..??wish you hear me..