Well well well..

After outIng today
i think the feeling is lesser
nt that strong any more
mayb i just think too much
with so long nt meeting up

Guess..
he still in love with the ex..
but somehow just with some reason
nt getting back together..

After so long..today is the 2nd time
v watch movie together
kinda reminds me of the past
but anyway..is past rite

I use to think
whether can i have
the 1 that love me much
and i love too
and also the 1 i use to in love with
and having feelings too

Just like sis..haha
sound pathetic
Well,guess is time to leave out
and let it be..
should concentrate more on baby
than jon..

What wrong?why?

Guess im kinda slow to know
What actually friends for?
When u need only u look for friends?
When u bored u find friends?
When the ur close 1 not there for u?

May be i should admit something
words from mum are right sometimes..
like friends around me..
cant compare with those around sis
with the guy around them either..

After i been to kampar
After i get in a brand new class
After i knew a new gang
May be it can be consider better
compare with those high school mate

Feeling may wrong sometimes
but it may be right though
Ever jia yuan is back..
I guess he dint thought of finding me..this friend
But others did
Ever i meet up with jon..
even he was my ex..
but just because he's bored only find me..this friend

Am i really not worth to be treat better..?
Am i not a good person to be friens with?
Am i so not trustworthy..to be friend?
Am i?

lost

yesterday really had a great time with jon..through out the chatting..we really like a great friends for each other..feeling quite good..!!But im thinking izit good or bad to meet up..after so long..i know i care about this person much..but dint realize it so much..i cant do the same thing as sis doing rite now..i can see,n i know is very bad to do it..baby love me so much..how can betray him..i seem so lost..haiz...any1 can tell me how???