phew..thou

It seem like home still in good condition with according wat sis told me..at the same time,i also pray that ntg happen at home as well as my things they dun get to know too..!!This is wat i wan now..n i will study damn hard..i wanna prove that i can do it..!!Dun bother about,how others look at me..i just dun wanna baby to get disappointed again..=)..gambatte...

pray..

today had acc midterm..thank god is not tat hard..but hopefully i did it correctly..haha,dun wish to have any mistaken happen thou..im now prayin hard that about the bill thingy..parents dunno..im so damn worry and scare..!!Its really make me cant get to slp well..today went to finacial department ask..then need to write a letter to cancel the cheque and ask them to send in the cheque to kampar campus..pray..n god pls save me..dis time..!!i will thank you god so much..

dyin

got so many to worry..
really dunno how??
any1 can help me??
my assignment that need to hand up 2molo
my acc test tomolo..
the refund bill..??
i so worry parents recieve the bill
i so worry everythin gone
i so so worry..
my assignment dunno how to hand up..
argg...
im like dying..
god can u help me..
i dun wanna end my life like tat
plssssssssssssssssssssss
i really need help so much..

VAlentine's gift

Althought me n baby did not get to celebrate valentine on valentine's day but somehow we have a lil gift for each other..hehe=),im so happie the 2 days plus at baby's hse..on the sunday night,he came all the way just to fetch me to his place..so touchin..!!On the next day which is monday..i woke up super early due to coughing did not get to slp well..then i look at my slping baby..slp till so sweet..i dint wanna wake him up at 1st..but,i was too bored,so i decided to be bad to baby n wake him up..haha..=D,so evil..well,then we had our shower n ready for out break1st+lunch..during lunch time,i met his 2 aunts n his grandma..his aunt were really funny..how nice if in my family can communicate so well..no matter who..but nvm..!!Then,back to his hse and i continue my drama time n he played his game...as usual..eventhought we do not been to anywhere..but just accompany each other is adi more than enough..At nite,we drank wine..guess wat i took about few cups and make me fall asleep adi..but im not drunk..!!Honestly,i really slp quite well during the whole nite even i still having cough..but is like super much better..get enough rest of it..Then the next day(tues),baby accompany me take ktm to kl centre then bought the ticket for me..n he even accompany me go down to take ktm,actually he's not suppose to go down to ktm..haha..how nice is my dear lou gong..so sweet n caring..love him so so much..=)Had a great time wid him..enjoyed thou is short..

gift from baby.to me
from to baby..from me

forget it..

After yesterday ben bought me lunch and came over to my place..then,i realize i cant do anything else that will hurt baby..baby really treat me very good and love me alot..mayb i should have stop doing all kind on stupid things and just and only love baby..!!is enough of tears from arguement..now,we only want smile from each other..i believe that me and baby can last till today is all because of him..the way he endure me,trust me..therefore,i will appreciate this relationship alot..and forget about watever shit from ben!!baby,i love u..muakz=)

how?

I really dunno wat's wrong wid me
When baby say wanna see me
i really dun have the mood the meet up
im not ready to see him..
dun wan him to find me at dis time
hard to say that dun wanna meet
haiz..
also dunno how

no matter how much he miss me
cant wait till valentine only meet?
arggg