December 08, 2013

Miserable


Ever Wonder who is he?the person that sit beside me?Basically he is just a colleague that base in JB. I'm not sure staring from when, i find it every interesting where among all the colleagues I've met, he was the only one that I've not met when he was round at PJ for training, coincidence I was on BL during the period and when i was back, the training had over. I'm not sure since when we started connecting, from the beginning related regarding on work till the moment I started to whatsapp him and we chat. After sometimes, I started to feel i might have a crush on him? I dunno, I'm confused. After knowing he had a gf, i feel upset. But i know at the same time, i've a bf as well even though he dunno about it.

how can this happened!!!!!!!!!What Can i do??or actually i couldn't do anything where he already attached with someone for some times. feel so miserable. i actually think whether can we make it?is there a chance?in the now?future?or none...

or probably i should tell myself there's no chance not even future, he did not say anything, mention anything.
not even admit anything..!!??should give up..i guess that's what i need and suppose to do. By right, i will need to focus on my work,  concern on my family, enjoy my life by hanging around with friends, love more to the one you should be....