July 04, 2010

the 1 i was in love with

This person was my ex..though arent long being with him..but is kinda nice being together..!!after broke up with him till now been 5 years..both of us been grow alot..too,no matter why we broke up..the reason i wanted to know is not longer important..!!He's just the person i will wanna care,know how his life goes..things just weird..he's not longer my some1..im also not any important person to him..why do i still care so much??!!..i also not sure..but feeling just so weird..even i have baby now..but since i met him back..i wish i can be the one he look for when he's bored..stress on studies..but i know this wont happen..Well,i should forget about it ..right?hehe..i know i should..but as been mention..feelings is weird..he seem staying in my heart..deeply..I just wish he will have his way toward the studies,life and everything..^^

March 09, 2010

重修旧好?

是不是心已不在
分手两个字才会出现?
是不是意已不再
才难以回答?

到底是心软了
还是仍存爱意?
好乱啊。。
不愿回答‘不’
是哭声打乱了呢
还是仍然不愿意的放下?

心情仍然未平复
怪怪的。。
不晓得到底哪里不爽
哪里不对
还没能像以前一样似的!!

真的能忘掉不开心的事?
而往前看吗?
有些事或许不能
但我们的事或许可以
不是吗?

心还有对方
就应该不是问题
仍然可以努力维持
不管将来是怎样

既然已经决定了
当作给彼此
多一次机会
那就不要想太多了吧!

但愿此事不会,也不要再发生了!!